Thursday, November 18, 2010

keluhan

arini aku banyak mengeluh. ya Allah, hilangkanlah rasa kesedihan ini. Hilangkanlah rasa kekesalan ini. Aku byk salah dan silap. Amin. hahaha. =)

thank you, friend.

Monday, November 15, 2010

xtau nak update ape.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

mungkin

-BISMILLAH-

Salam.

mungkin aku belum cukup lengkap utk jd sorang sahabat yg baik.


=)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

penat + penat + penat

-BISMILLAH-

salam. oooooooooooooiiiiii! mampoih laaa kalu ari2 berlaku camni..


pagi: klinik. wat cavity ngan tampalan GIC. (meter letih = ***)

petang: prosthetic lab. (meter letih = *****)

petang - isyak : driving Kuantan-KL, nganto budak2 dok kat setiawangsa, PWTC, gombak. (meter letih = ***********************)

lepas isyak : sopeng baju melayu. (meter letih = INFINITY)

esok = balik melaka. (meter letih = SYNTAX ERROR)

raya 1 : melaka
raya 2 : terengganu
melaka + terengganu = 480km/5 hr

raya 4 : exam.


GRAND TOTAL = GRAVEYARD.

Sunday, August 29, 2010



peace of mind

Friday, August 27, 2010

henpon berat = banyak bateri

-BISMILLAH-

Salam. xde pape pon nak update.

td dok seronok borak2 ngn nenek tibe2 die capai henpon dan berkata:


"berat ye henpon nie"


"ye nek. berat. nape?"


"banyak betol ye baterinye"


".....................".


"nenek cas lama td. sbb tu berat"



"................... nek cas bateri bukan mcm isi air dlm henpon"

Sunday, August 22, 2010

IT IS the climb.


-BISMILLAH-


mountain is depicted as the difficulties and trials.

I can almost see it,
that dream im dreaming, but,
there's a voice inside my head saying:
"you'll never reach it".

every step im taking,
every move i make,
feels lost with no direction,
my faith is shaking.

but i,
i gotta keep trying,
gotta keep my head held high.

there's always gonna be another mountain,
im always gonna wanna make it move,
there's always gonna be an uphill battle,
sometimes im gonna have to lose,

ain't about how fast i get there,
ain't about what's waiting on the other side,

IT'S THE CLIMB.

walking through our way of reaching success and joyful life, we shouldn't ever forget that triumph and miseries are always following behind giving false worldview: an understanding of real life. a slight mistake is disastrous. But these impostors are meant no harm. even more, they represent our dependency and helplessness. thus have supports from what's on our left, right and ultimately ABOVE us. be strong and continue walking until you see what you are expecting from your journey.

shall we, then, be among the righteous.


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

lapaunyew......

-BISMILLAH-

salam. arini da masuk ari ke 7 dalam Ramadhan. alhamdulillah aku berpuasa penuh setakat nie. biasala kalu puasa tu ade rase lapar mcm cipan nak cari rumput. PUASA KOT!

insyaAllah jugak kalu Allah bagi kesempatan kepada dunia utk meneruskan putarannya, ari jumaat minggu dpan yakni 27.8.10 adalah hari nuzul Quran. so mungkin nak balik umah sbb rindu giler nak bukak pose ngn family.

aku plan kalu balik nnt nak wat cake la. tp x tau nak wat cake ape. aritu da wat cupcakes. saje je try an error. tp alhamdulillah menjadi cupcake tu. aku mmg ske masak. even dlm family aku adik beradik laki sume pandai masak. tp aku ni kire special sket la sbb ske try resipi baru (WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!)....

YELA, NAK JADI SUAMI MITHALI KNE LA PANDAI MASAK KAN. KANG KALU ISTERI NAK BERANAK, SAPE LG NAK MASAK UTK KO KAN? XKAN NAK "PASANG" LAGI SATU (bunyik cam menarik je)

aku igt nak wat moist cake la. sbb aroma dan kelikatan coklat melimpahnye mampu mengalirkan air liur ke tanah.

so mmg untung la sape dpt kawen ngn aku. huhu

Saturday, August 14, 2010

kepada puan Farah bini Leman Ikan Kembong

-BISMILLAH-

arini post aku ni agak racist sket. sbb hanye menumpu kepada seorang je.
puan farah, ko nak resepi mashed potato tu kan? aku bagi nie ha.

-bawang besar 1 bijik (hiris)
-bawang putih 5 bijik (tumbuk sampai hancur)
-halia 1 inci
-tepung sagu 1 peket (tp pkai 2 tbsp je) takot kat umah ko xde tepung sagu je. so aku ssuro la beli satu peket terus. mne la tau mak ko nak pkai kan.
-kentang approx. 5 bijik utk makan sekor
-garam 3 tsp.
-kicap 3 tbsp
-black pepper banyak2. ikut la kalu ko nak pedas ke x. (tumbuk)
-air 1 cawan

caranya:

utk kentang:
-KENTANG DIPOTONG KECIK2. KULIT KASI BUANG. REBUSKAN DLM AIR GARAM SAMPAI LEMBIK (EMPUK)

bila da empuk, masukkan dlm satu bekas, pastu lenyek je cam ko henyak adik ko.
masukkan garam sket je. nak bagi rasa tu naik.
masuk minyak sket gak. SIKIT je tau! kang daripada nak mkn mashed potato jadi tempoyak plak.


utk gravy:
-didihkan air. pastu tapis tepung sagu guna penapis ke dalam air panas tu.
kacau smpai sebati. JANGAN GUNE AIR SEJUK! kang x dissolve.

-goreng bawang putih sampai bau naik. pastu goreng bawang besar. jgn sampai garing plak.

-masukkan halia.

-curahkan air tepung tadi. biarkan mendidih.

-masukkn kicap. pastu masukkn garam.

-masukkan black pepper.

-tggu sampai kuahnye pekat.

-kacau3... SIAP!

hidang ketika panas. yeay! duit aku rm10 bile nak bayau????!!!!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

itsar kala menanti iftar.

-BISMILLAH-

Salam. Apa yg aku merepek itsar iftar nie? bagi mereka yg da tau, kalu nak bace, bace je senyap2. kalu yg xtau pon, kalu nak bace, bce je diam.

Cani. arini igt nak berbuka kat masjid. ala, yela free lagi menjimatkan. yg nie bukan free sembarangan kay. nie disponsored oleh oreng kayer2.. so makanan pon mantap la. buang duit je kalu gi beli. ish! banyak plak melencong!

so nak dibuat ceritanya, adela kwn aku sorang nie asal dari Iraq. die x makan ikan. so aku g kat masjid tu bwk la die. hello, die ni anak deputy dean yg merupakan seorang doktor pakar okay! berani kau bwk die mkn kat masjid je! hahaha. die x kesah (lepas menolak 10 kali ngajak kuar mkn kat masjid). sampai je kat sane, alamak! lauk kari ikan tongkol! sedap beb! terliur haku!

TAPIIIIIII........ DIA X MAKAN IKAN!!!!!
=O!

so cane nie? aku gitau die cani:

haku: hoi! today's lauk is curry beb! sedap!
dia: wow! i like!
haku: but it's ikan.
dia: .....................

okay I wont eat ikan. you just eat it and I'll just watch you guys.

shiatsu! hell no! sian kot! xkan la nak bg die melangut je.


WEI!!!!! TERUSKAN MEMBACA!!!!!!! KAT BEST PART DA NIE!!!!!


so aku pon mengambil langkah drastik dgn mengorbankan lauk enak empuk berkrim disukai ramai itu. "okay we'll just buy at the bazaar la". die: "no la.. let's just eat here man.."

aku tarik die then gi kat bazaar. dgn hati yg ikhlas (walopon aku tau Allah je yg mengetahui keikhlasan ati org). tp still bleh dirasai kelapangan dada kan..

sesampai je kat bazaar, aku gi la kat stall sorang nie. nak beli nasik kukus ayam percik. "brape satu nie?". penjual: "rm5 bang". aku: "Rm4?". penjual "okayla". Alhamdulillah. dapat jugak Rm4.

pastu membe aku nie nak beli ayam panggang kat stall seblah. penjual: "hey, ente ok?" die: "ha??". aku: "ko ok tak?". die "ha???". penjual: "are you ok?". die: "yes. im ok. thanks. how much this grilled chicken?". penjual: "rm4.50".


TERUSKAN MEMBACA!!!!!!! NAK ABES DA NIE!!!!


selepas berborak panjang ngn pak cik penjual tu, akhirnya kami pon blah.

sesampai kat umah, azan berkumandang. aku mengambil makanan aku. dia mengambil makanan dia sambil membelek beg plastik memeriksa kandungannya. dia "eh, there is one extra thing in the plastik bag la..". aku: "what is it?" (excited).

LALU DIAMBILNYE BUNGKUSAN EXTRA TU DAN DIBUKA. MASYA ALLAH! IKAN BAKAR!!!! YA ALLAH! KUASAMU SUNGGUH TAK TERBATAS! AKU YG HAMPIR2 KEMPUNAN NAK MAKAN IKAN TD, RUPANYA BELUM BERAKHIR PENANTIAN! PAK CIK TADI YG EXCITED BERPSPEAKING LONDON NGN MEMBE AKU TU TELAHPON MENGHADIAHKAN IKAN BAKAR!!!!!

aku dgn gembiranye mengangkat tangan menadah kesyukuran. moral of the story, ingatlah bahawa pengorbanan yg kita lakukan demi kepentingan ukhuwwah Islamiah itu adalah mulia di sisi Allah.

utk pengetahuan korang, ITSAR itu bermaksud "mengutamakan orang lain daripada diri sendiri". IFTAR itu ialah "berbuka puasa". so, ITSAR kala menanti IFTAR itu ialah mengutamakan orang lain (sahabat) sambil menanti utk berbuka puasa. get it? kalu x paham gak, pandai pandai la cari kamus.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

AAAARGH!

-BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM-

Salam. haaa... kan bulan Ramadhan da tiba. so, byk la plan aku utk bulan yg penuh berkat nie! yea yea! "eee, ntahpape. nak bagitau plan2 plak".. ade aku kesah ko nak kate ape?

dalam bulan nie la banyak amalan yg perlu dilakukan. sebab ape? sebab time bulan ni la banyak pahala Allah swt offers free2 je. da la tu bulan ni jugak la pintu syurga terbukak terkangkang luas! (sori bunyik kasar tp jgn terpedaya dgn kekasaran bahasa. tgk pada hakikat). pintu neraka plak terkatup tutup xmo bukak! wow! kalu part setan plak, rmai je yg kne gari. namun, ade je setan2 dalam morfologi manusia kat muka bumi nie kan.

okay skrang aku ade byk plan utk bulan mulia nie (letak sket sudey):

1. nak kurangkan bercakap busuk. kurangkan mulot longkang. banyakkan mulot perfume.
2. tahun lepas x complete tarawih. tahun ni nak completekan! insyaAllah!
3. tahun lepas x sempat khatam al-Quranul Karim. tahun nie nak khatam!
4. bulan nie nak jadikan training utk menjadi yg manusia yg lebih ke arah kemanusiaan.
5. nak letak banyak lagi tp kang boring plak bace.
6. baik korang plan utk korang gak.
7. sudah! tutop komputer korang tu! g wat ape2 yg patot!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!

Monday, August 9, 2010

sangat letih okeh


BISMILLAH

Salam. minggu lepas dan minggu nie merupakan minggu yg meletihkan aku. hergh! bayangkanlah aku kene jadi program manager utk program sukan yg berlangsung 4 HARI! pastu lepas program tu ade plak program lain. dah lah sepanjang program tu shit happened a lot! AAARRRGH! aku da x larat. pasni tobat macam da xmo gi jadi program manager da. tukang wat air pon xmo! tp Alhamdulillah sudah selesai pon.

skarang nak mandi, pastu solat isyak n then tido. xmo pikir mende lain da. nak tido macam kucin ni.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

TILL THE LAST DROP.

BISMILLAH

i don't know but watching this video made me ponder a while. though it is trivial doraemon, the impact is really huge and uplifting.

DON'T YOU EVER LOSE HOPE ON WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DREAMING OF.

DOUBTLESS TAWAKKAL AND NEVER-ENDING EFFORTS COME BEFORE EVERY SUCCESS.

and thanx to Abdul Rahman for showing the video. =)


Tuesday, August 3, 2010

THE DEPRESSING PART OF DENTISTRY.


BISMILLAH

Salam. arini xde citer pasal makanan. tapi just nak share pasal ketensenan yg aku alami selama 5 minggu belajar dalam tahun 2 dalam dentistry ni. nampak dentistry ni cam senang. korek gigi tu, korek gigi ni. tampal gigi tu, tampal gigi ni. utk pengetahuan korang kan, bidang nie mempunyai kadar suicide attempt yg tertinggi berbanding profesion2 yg lain. ni buktinya:

An article published in the Journal of the Canadian Dental Association claims that many dentists are at risk of suffering from a chronic mood disorder known as dysthymia. It's a condition the Université de Montréal Department of Dentistry is fighting - preventively.
Dysthymia is characterized by loss of appetite, low levels of energy, desperation, excessive anger, social withdrawal and working long hours to compensate for declining performance, troubles in concentration, guilt and suicidal thoughts.

alamak, kengkadang aku ade gak rase mende2 camtu (kecuali yg part appetite tu). GULP.

mane tak nye, bayangkanlah gigi yg sekecik2 makhluk tu perlu digali lubang bagi memudahkan muatan amalgam (tampalan)? pastu kalu ade error sket kne wat cavity (lubang) baru. ni baru wat kat model gigi. belum kat patient lagi. x ke naye kalu patient komplen. huish! mmg aku sgt tensen skrg nie. Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan aku nie. Semoga aku dapat bersabar dlm mengharungi cabaran nie.

da berlambak cavities aku wat. byk gak x jadi. bleh kate dalam 6 cavities, hanya 1 je jadi dan boleh di evaluated by lecturer doctor. AARGH!

ni la antara bentuk2 cavities yg perlu di buat.

and satu lagi ialah berkenaan ngn prosthesis atau denture atau gigi palsu. dalam tahun 2 ni kiteorg da bleh start wat gigi palsu da. tapi utk wat gigi tu mmg mengambil masa, tenaga, dan kesabaran yg tinggi. sebab proses pembikinannye tu pon da bleh membuatkan seseorang tu menangis tidak berlagu dan depressed tahap gaban. aku sedah dan sedang mengalaminya sekarang.

tapi one thing yg crossed my mind. utk jadi berjaya, all I've gotta do is try try try try try try try try try try try try try all over again. If I failed, all I have to do is just DO IT AGAIN! SIMPLE. DON'T QUIT JUST YET! . I had sacrificed a lot in school to get into this course. and now, I've gone this far and it is not worth my suffering and sacrifice and effort to quit now!

So that truly in the difficulty/hardship (is) ease/flexibility.
That truly in the difficulty/hardship (is) ease/flexibility.
-- al-Inshirah (94): 5-6 --

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

I LIKE FOOOODDD! EEERRGH! BLUEK! PT. 4 and PT. 5



BISMILLAH

Salam. bila nengok entries aku kan, takde mende laen la, citer pasal makaaaan je. takde ke citer pasal buku ke, kawen ke, skolah ke, katak ke, rumput ke. ini citer pasal makan makan makan. sebenarnye bukan ape, kalu aku citer pasal mende laen, aku x reti la. kalu citer bab2 makan nie, laju je otot2 jejari nie menaip. banyak plak idea meluru.

nak dibuat cerita, ari senin lepas aku berpuasa sunat Sya'aban (bukan puasa ganti. bebaik sket mulut tuh. penah pekena pelampung flush jamban cicah sos tomato roselle?). kebetulan plak, time tu farah pon pose sama. so kami pon planned nak iftar (bukak pose) kat Restoran Daun Pisang Alif. FYI, aku penah cite psal restoran nie kat post aku seblom nie. and aku ajak la amalina dan anep skali. aku ade gak ajak beberapa sisters yg len. tp sume tolak. agak hampa di situ. so, aku pon x semena mena mengajak dene. x sangka die setuju. so, kami pon bertolak.

sesampai je kat sane, ade beberapa puluh minit lg seblom azan maghrib. lambat sgt. kang terliur plak nengok nasik. so, kami pon berjalan2 keliling kedai tu. sambil2 tu kami camwhoring sket. dan apabila jam menunjukkan hampir waktu maghrib, kami x berlengah utk ke restoran diiringi orkestra simfoni perut. kami duduk dan order makanan. sebelum azan, aku telah melakukan aksi panas yg terlarang. tp x sengaja. aku telah merasa makanan sebelum azan! x sengaja beb! rezeki. naseb baik anep gtau aku. kalu x, abes siap bertambah.

sepanjang time makan tu, byk gak mende yg kami borakkan. x la boring sgt. akan tetapi, akibat byk sgt order, aku, anep, amalina dan farah telah terover mengisi perut. hampir muntah2. bluek!

so after that, kami solat maghrib kat masjid negeri dan pulang. seronok sgt.







esoknye, aku puasa lagi. ntahla. dah lame sgt x pose sunat nie. rindu plak. akan tetapi, kali ni aku diiringi oleh nikmat Allah swt yg x disangka2. membe baik aku, as-syafiq mengajak aku utk berbuka di Sushi King! tu la, kite xleh nak agak kalu Allah nak bagi rezeki kan. oleh itu, sentiasa la bersyukur ngn ape yg ade. dengan izin Allah, Dia akan menambah lagi nikmat.

kali ni, aku mengajak farah dan amalina sekali lagi. haish! asek2 tengok muke si farah nie. bila nengok muke die, aku teringat pinggan nasik. si amalina pon same je.

kami pon melantak la ape yg ade (sebab org blanje). kalu bukan sebab membe belanje, nak amek piring sushi tu gerenti yg kaler biru je (rm2). sushi timun. huish! bantai yg kaw2 punya. thanx syafiq! love ya! nnt aku blanje kat Crocodile Rocks k!




Sunday, July 18, 2010

I LIKE FOOOODDD! EEERRGH! BLUEK! PT. 3




BISMILLAH

salam. Alkisahnye kiah, arini aku wat setadi group ngn mem
ber2 kat library. pastu ade sorang makhluk nie namenye parah (farah). org panggil daten. aku panggil Lindsay Longan. beliau mintak aku nganto die kat bandar. biasela semenjak Lucy menjadi GF aku nie mmg selalu la org wat jemputan ke bandar. so, aku pon nganto die ke bandar.

akan tetapi, semasa dalam perjalanan, kami terempak ngn kejadian paranormal yg aneh. penampakan objek aneh itu membuatkan perut kami berdentum-dentam mcm kumpulan koir kenduri pengantin. berpusing-pusing serta berhempas pulas malahan terbelit-belit usus kecil kami dibueknyo. apekah itu? RESTORAN PONDOK LAGUNA! ala yg masuk Jenjalan Carik Makan tuh. korang tgk tiwi x? die nie restoren ala2 makanan indon.

maka dengan itu kami pon meluru, menerjah serta menjerbal restoran tersebut. kakak2 pekerja dgn muke suspennye memberi menu. mereka rakus. biasala nak dpt title "worker of the month" nie mmg kne keje kuat sket. kami mengoder nasik Timbel, daging Gobrok ape ntah namenye, pastu Gado-gado.. bukan Gaduh bertumbuk tu. makan punyela makan tetibe plak ade senior tepon suro amek barang. cesy! xpe amek je la.... tinggal jap si parah ngn my lovely food. pastu datang balik makan. mmg xtau malu.

PEDULIK HAPE HAKU! DUET HAKU!


muke pervert. bile lapo muke pintu pon bleh jadi.


ni gado gado

ni daging ape ntah. Gobrok? Goblok? x igt. sori.

DON'T WANT ALL YOU'VE GOT! FORGET IT!

I DON'T WANT YOUR LIFE! I DON'T WANT YOUR MONEY! I DON'T WANT EVERYTHING YOU'VE GOT! I JUST WANNA LIVE MY LIFE PEACEFULLY. WITHOUT YOU! SO GET OFF!

I tried to say the words very fast. but my first attempt was very shiatsu. (=.=)" you should try. secara laju tau.

Friday, July 16, 2010

pre-clinical year RAOKS!


BISMILLAH

Masuk hari ni, maka telah genaplah 2 minggu aku belajau di Kulliyyah Pergigian UIAM sebagai seorang pelajar tahun 2. Tahun 2 nie agak mencabar sket sbb tahun nie merupakan sebermulanya tahun pra-klinikal. Kelas pun bertimbun2 cam pasir
kat tepi parit. tapi Alhamdulillah sbb kelas pagi merupakan praktikal kat klinik. so, bleh la borak2 ngn member. kalu kat kelas teori tu mmg la mengantuk tahap cipan tertelan bijik nangka. (sape yg x tersengguk2 cam ungka tu mmg penipu r, at least ade gak tertutup mate kjap). =p

Yg best tahun nie ialah aku dapat mengenali serba sedikit tentang prosedur2 di dental clinic. bleh wat cuci gigi, bleh wat tampalan gigi, wat gigi palsu (dentures). wat bodo pon bleh. cane nak wat bodo?

yang bab2 gigi tu merupakan dental subjects. ade gak BMS (Basic Medical Sciences). name je basic tp tahap kesusahannye mengalahkan mulot si Kiah Janda Anak 8. (kaitan?). antaranya ialah Pathology yakni subjek tentang penyakit2. pastu pharmacology tentang dadah dan ubat2. dan juga microbiology yakni kajian tentang hidupan kecit2 yg bleh menybabkan penyakit.

kirenye dentistry nie gabungan medicine la. cume x se-intensive medicin
e. kami ni diperlengkapkan dgn pengetahuan perubatan so that bile dealing ngn patient yg ade penyakit pelik2 nnt xde la gelabah monyet. cam kentut berdarah ke, kencing berangin ke, sendawa berirama ke..

da la, kalu aku taip byk2 pon bukannye korang paham. salam.


xyah dok jeles. bukan best pon.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

which one comes first?

BISMILLAH

it's kinda late at night. Im staying up studying pathology. Cellular injury. It tells about how injuries (of any kind) can lead to cellular and molecular level damages. But this is a bit off topic. It is not pathology I want to talk about. But another matter much more crucial and essential than this trivial thing.

While performing my Isya' prayer, something crossed my mind (aiyo solat x khusyu'!). In fact it has been revolving around my head loads of time ago. But this time, it was deeper and more significant.

FOR HOW LONG I AS A HUMAN BEING CAN STAND ON RESTRICTIVELY AIMING FOR MONEY AND FAME AND STATUS AND MERE WORLDLY INDULGENCES?

It is not that Im looking after them absolutely. It is just that in most of cases the target of living is laying more on the quest of those things. Rather than benefiting others. I am not trying to preach here. If you are not interested, then you can leave. We have to be realistic.

Of course money is important. But money flies away. The more we spend the more regretful we feel. The more money we have the stronger the sense of insecurity. And later on it chisels away values of trust.

But peace of mind does not. It stays. The more we search for it the stronger our soul can be. Therefore what I can conclude in here is try to do good to others as much as we are able to. And as long as we are breathing. Most ultimately, do not forget our obligations towards the Creator, Allah Subhana wa Ta'ala. Superb importante.

A friendly reminder for you and for me.

Monday, July 12, 2010

I LIKE FOOOODDD! EEERRGH! BLUEK! PT. 2


BISMILLAH

salam. again, as you can see from the title, there's nothing else I would like to chirp about in here - food. since the scholarship has just been banked in recently, i didn't hesitate myself to devour some marvelllouuuuuuss delicacies! urgh! too bad i didn't snap any single picture of food i ate! I should have!!!! It was sooo tremendous just by looking at the pictures alone you'll drool your saliva out! I tried so many food my stomach couldn't tolerate anymore! this is who I am. so, if you are one of those foodiefrenzycentrics out there, you can be my besty. haha. jom makan makan beb!

normally i don't spend much on attires and stuff, coz I'd save the money for food. (kalu nak ajak sopeng2, only stuff with discounted price specifically 70% will drag my attention "a bit". WA!). but food, hell no. tapi kalu da pokai rabak, megi je la jawabnye. still, megi is food what. sedap gak kalu tgh kebulor xde duit bantai megi panas. (im craving for megi kari ayam right now).
NINI COKELAT CELUP. CELUP CELUP! RASA AYAM STROBERI SUNGGUH ENAK SEKALI.. NINIIIIIII.... NINI!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

love without border


BISMILLAH

I just woke up this morning. And it was different than any other morning. I burst out in tears. I dreamed of her. My beloved late granma. I love you wan. Love without border.

The dream is still fresh. In my dream, it was in her house. She spoke nothing. But was smiling all along. She gave me a pat, the way she used to when she was still alive. It saddened me the most when it came to the last part of it. Never expected the hand-shake would be the departing one. I was crying in my dream. But she remained calm. I couldn't hold my tears that it was rolling down my cheek in the real of me. I was sleeping sobbing.

Oh wan! Only Allah knows how much I miss you. You gave me love without border.

Allahummaghfirlaha warhamha wanawwirqabraha birahmatika ya arhamarrahimin
(ya Allah forgive her, love her, enligthen her grave with Your blessings, for You are the most Gracious, Most Merciful)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

yaw! hiawhatta?!

(nyanyi style kesha tik tok)

looking at the table makes my head feel dizzy,
trying to figure out the time where I can REST IN PEACE?
I mean look at those subjects I'm going to study,
CRAPS I shall be a nerd then and I don't like it. (being a nerd you see)

Im talking patho microb prostho and D.O. oh!
pharmacology's the "greatest" among the whole,
even the pic could fit the whole blouug (blog)
......

da cukup.

malas nak resize. don't get annoyed. it's my blog.

Friday, July 2, 2010

I LIKE FOOOODDD! EEERRGH! BLUEK!

BISMILLAH

O my God, today was a blast! I planned to go out eating in stall nearby but then a friend, Amalina rang me. "Don't go out. Food is on its way to your house now". HOLY MOLY! How could I resist! FOOD BEBEH! FOOD! She sent 4 boxes of rice with complete nutrition whatsoever, then I ate like HOH! MY STOMACH GOT TIRED OREDI.

Then another caller rang my phone. "Hello fil, where are you? I wanna bring you out to Alif" WHAT??? ANOTHER? (Alif is a quiet famous banana leaf restaurant in Kuantan). O IT WAS MY PROFESSOR. I mean, who else would bring me to that place other than him. Banana leaf restaurant or Indian Food? leave them to him. He knows a lot as his title implies. LOVE YOU PROFESSOR!

I was eating and chatting and eating and eating that I forgot about my GIT's limitation. The time I stopped eating, my stomach has already bloated like a big muscular balloon. (did I mention muscular?). It came to the point where I couldn't digest anymore food, nor was I able to stare at them. UUURRGGHH! I feel like throwing up now. chow!

GIT: GASTROINTESTINAL TRACT (bahasa pasar: stomach).

Thursday, July 1, 2010

being too expressive?


Bismillah

I don't know whether this is true or not: My face is too expressive.
yah I can easily figure that out whenever I talk, one of my (or both) eyebrows will elevate. And I can sense some sorta contractions by my muscles of facial expression. And I don't think they're normal contractions. From there, I shall conclude that I am being too expressive. I mean my face.

And now, I am on my effort to reduce this expressive behavior because you see, some people might get annoyed of me. And I don't want that to happen. hahaha. I am trying to be myself now. This thing can be changed for sure. C'MON FILANI FAUZI! YOU CAN DO IT!


OKAY WHICH MUSCLE SHOULD BE LOOSENED UP NOW?

Sunday, June 27, 2010

nak jajan ape?

Bismillah.

citer nie agak basi dan busuk. tp aku rase klako. aku xnak postkn kat facebook sbb mmg blog nie aku khaskan utk mende yg aku x citer kat org (verbally atau facebookally).

ceritanya bermula ari kames. mase tu, MASE TU! aku gi teman nenek gi beli barang2 dapur kat pasar malam. kali terakhir aku teman BELIAU when i was 12. dok sakan sopeng2, pastu nenek tanye: nenek da abes beli nie. NAK JAJAN APE?

HAHAHAHAHA!!! aku teringat zaman kanak2 aku. bile teman nenek je gi pasar borong ke, gi mane2 ke, mesti dan wajib nenek tanye: NAK JAJAN APE?

NENEEEEKK!!! SGT COMEL! teringat mase teman nenek g kat choket (chow kit yakni pusat shopping sakan ibu2 dan surirumahtangga. juga one stop centre buat warga emas berjumpa teman2). die penah belikan aku robot kuda (HAHAHAHA??????).

PASTU DIE TANYE KAT ORG JUAL TU: ADE JUAL ROBERT KUDA?
aku geleng2 kepala. ROBOT LA NENEK.....

itula nenek. walopon bising, sampai aku dok panggil die JUKEBOX, tp die sgt prihatin dan penyayang. LOVE YOU NENEK!

Friday, June 25, 2010

nak balik da?

Bismillah.
lame sgt da rse x menaip nie. SANGAT LAMA. keras plak jejaris ni. ye la, asek berfesbuk je. mane nak layan blog. tambahan plak aku nie jenis yg malas menaip dan berkarangan biografi nie.

masuk ari ni, ari Jumaat, da lebih kurang 3 minggu gak la cuti interyear nie. selapas berhempas pulas menongkang mata (ape tuh?) utk exam, akhirnya dapat gak menarik napas lega. daripada tachycardia kepada brachycardia (ha??), daripada high blood pressure kepada low blood pressure (HA???!!), daripada hypertonia kepada hypotonia (WA!!??), daripada glycolysis kini bertukar kepada lipogenesis (ni masuk akal sket).

sepanjang cuti ni byk la aktiviti2 yg menaikkan berat badan telah dilakukan. antaranya tido, tgk TV, makan dan ulang aktiviti2 tersebut beberapa kali. jadi, itu je la yg aku wat. outdoor activities? sgt la sikit. naik 2KG la berat nie.

XPE! HERBALIFE ADE! NAIK 2KG, TURUN 3KG! WEEEE! I LOVE HERBALIFE!

tp byk perubahan yg aku dpt rasakan sepanjang cuti nie. aku da mula rasa matang sket. dan byk perkara positif yg aku dpt sense berlaku kat diri ni. xnak la sebot. kang jadi riak plak. aku rasa la, ni sume berpunca/ber.. ber.. daripada waktu exam lagi. mungkin kerana tertekan ngn exam, Allah SWT telah membuka pintu hati aku. ALHAMDULILLAH.

Insya Allah aku akan cuba beristiqamah. kat sini gak, aku nak ucapkan setinggi2 terima kasih kat kawan2 aku esp. Fariss (cikgu), Abdul Rahman, Keun, Aiman Sabqi, Haniff Borhan dan semua yg byk bimbing aku dm menuju perubahan nie. yg paling best ialah Fariss. THANX CIKGU ATAS DORONGAN DAN BIMBINGAN!

eh, baru je 3 minggu cuti! da nak balik??

Saturday, March 13, 2010

api yang menjulang akan terpadam jua

“Hendaklah mereka memberi maaf dan melapangkan dada, tidakkah kamu ingin diampuni oleh Allah?” (An-Nûr, 24:22)

aku memang marah.
tapi bukanlah hak aku untuk meneruskannya kerana aku dan engkau adalah manusia; asal kejadian yang sama. kita mempunyai persamaan walau jurang perbezaan antara kita zahir terlihat.

oleh itu, aku sedia memaafkanmu.
jadikanlah kemaafan ini sebagai satu titik permulaan baru ukhuwwah fillah.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

disebabkan terlalu bosan dan tetibe je ternampak sebuah gitar di sebelahku, aku pon mencapainye dan terus meng"google" satu lagu yg sgt sedih lagi menyedihkan. Enjoy la nangis puas2 (hahaha)!


YELL

-IKIMONO GAKARI-


Am E Dm Am
“’Watashi’ wa ima doko ni aru no” to
Dm Am Dm E
Fumishimeta ashiato wo nandomo mitsumekaesu
Am E Dm Am
Kareha wo daki akimeku madobe ni
Dm Am Dm E Am
Kajikanda yubisaki de yume wo egaita

F C
Tsubasa wa aru no ni tobezu ni irun da
Dm E Am
Hitori ni naru no ga kowakute tsurakute
F C
Yasashii hidamari ni kata yoseru hibi wo
Dm Em F E
Koete bokura kodoku na yume e to aruku


(CHORUS)
Am Dm G C
Sayonara wa kanashii kotoba ja nai
Am Dm G E
Sorezore no yume e to bokura wo tsunagu yell
Am Dm G C
Tomo ni sugoshita hibi wo mune ni idaite
Am Dm G Am
Tobitatsu yo hitori de tsugi no sora e

Am E Dm Am
Bokura wa naze kotae wo asette
Dm Am Dm E
Ate no nai kuragari ni jibun wo sagasu no darou
Am E Dm Am
Dareka wo tada omou namida mo
Dm Am Dm E Am
Massugu na egao mo koko ni aru no ni

F C
“Hontou no jibun” wo dareka no kotoba de
Dm E Am
Tsukurou koto ni nogarete mayotte
F C
Ari no mama no yowasa to mukiau tsuyosa wo
Dm Em F E
Tsukami bokura hajimete asu e to kakeru

Am Dm G C
Sayonara wo dareka ni tsugeru tabi ni
Am Dm G E
Bokura mata kawareru tsuyoku nareru ka na
Am Dm G C
Tatoe chigau sora e tobitatou to mo
Am Dm G Am
Todae wa shinai omoi yo ima mo mune ni

F
Eien nado nai to (kizuita toki kara)
F
Waraiatta ano hi mo (utaiatta ano hi mo)
C
Tsuyoku (fukaku) mune ni kizamarete iku
F
Dakara koso anata wa (dakara koso bokura wa)
F
Hoka no dare demo nai (dare ni mo makenai)
C
Koe wo agete “watashi” wo ikite iku yo to
Em Am Dm Em F E
Yakusoku shitan da hitori (hitori) hitotsu (hitotsu) michi wo eranda

(ULANG CHORUS)
Sayonara wa kanashii kotoba ja nai
Sorezore no yume e to bokura wo tsunagu yell
Itsuka mata meguriau sono toki made
Wasure wa shinai hokori yo tomo yo sora e


Bokura ga wakachiau kotoba ga aru
Kokoro kara kokoro e koe wo tsunagu yell
Tomo ni sugoshita hibi wo mune ni idaite
Tobitatsu yo hitori de tsugi no sora e


Tuesday, February 16, 2010

EXAM DATANG LAGIIIII!!! mi God!

oke seperti yang tertera pada tajuk di atas,

exam hawau menjelma kembaliiiii!!
tertekan tertekan tertekan tertekan
tolonglah akuuuuuuu
cuaknyeee......
takotttnnyeeeee...
nak muntah



oke kawan2. ari rabu bersamaan 3 Rabi'ul awwal 1431 hijriah,
akan berlangsung sejenis exam yang mjadi kehampesan students (tetapi mencabar minda. wau. I like)
yakni MEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY!!!!

aku x cerdik dalam subject nieeeee...
tolooooooonnnnnn

CORTISOL (yakni hormone yang mbantu acceleration of learning process),
please! be secreted more and more and more!! i need you now!

akan tetapi, secretion of cortisol yg melampaui batasan akan merosakkan otak. GULP!

Monday, February 15, 2010

LUCY U R THE PLACE TO GO

I locked up myself inside my car (Lucy) today from 6.30pm to 7.22pm. xtau kat mane lagi nak menghilangkan ke"tekey"an yg dbawa throughout the week.. n xtau kat sape lg nak gtau masalah. besenye aku nie xske cite kat org pasal masalah aku. coz aku x suke org tau n aku xnak dorg tau. LAME & LOUSY REASON.

GILER EMO.

Starting up the engine and playing some japanese songs kat dlm tu lg bek. lowering down the seat dan bersandar smpi ttido adalah satu mende yg paling pelik pnah aku wat (other than studying "with" Lucy). but the songs played were such that as if Lucy understood my feeling. lagu yg randomly played adalah: Kobukuro - sakura, tsubomi,
ikimono gakari - kaeritakunatta yo, akaneiro no yakusoku.
sume lagu nie mceritakan psal friends and family. you understand me Lucy? hahaha Filani Fauzi has gone insane. bangun je daripada tido yg pura2, aku pon try maneuver cd player and lagu stopped tetibe je. aku pon matikan enjin. oooo rupenye da azan maghrib.

k tadi da abes emo2 ngn Lucy. skrg nak emo kat hadapan Allah plak.

salam

Sunday, February 14, 2010

im so pissed off shi*a**!

salam. im posting this entry with the maximum threshold of my anger and agony deep inside.

Some people just don't have the sense of empathy and sympathy towards others. they don't get it when dealing with other's feeling. all they've ever wanted is the fulfillment of self-satisfaction. do they ever noticed when others aren't contented??? aku sangat marah bila ade org cani. bile ade makhluk yg sgt selfish and self-centered ni mbuatkan aku rase nak belasah and terajang dorg. pukol sampai lembik! (this is me. i can be real nice at times.)

this is what really happened to me basically. aku malasla nak reveal sape2. to other people yg rase cam diri mereka ade sifat cani, tolongla keep good tabs on people around you. don't make others feel irritated by your actions.

now im a bit relieved.

salam.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

GARBAGE PEOPLE!

it seems to be extremely insolent and indeed rude to call people who collect garbages "orang sampah or garbage people". Same thing goes to calling a vet "doktor binatang" or a housemaid "orang gaji". literally, they have same meaning no matter whichever name you call. however, contextually they bring about different aspect of perception - and different way of acceptance.


so, think again if you want to call people with name - that they might not like it. =)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

very good. but not for long.

Alhamdulillah, first 'op 'ol, bersyukur sbb arini baru je abes exam. TP YG FIRST ROUND BARU!!

ADE BELAMBAK LAGI PAPRE YG MASIH LAGI MNGUNNGU UTK DITERJAH TULIS DAN AKU SGT TERTEKAN NGN SUME INI DAN AKU HARAP CPAT2 LA ABES EXAM SUPAYA AKU DAPAT MENARIK NAPFAS LEGA DAN AKHIRNYE LSKHYf P97TRew^R%#^%^jFKGFASIDUGFKHJ!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!



(kalu ade typos tu, mmg sengajqo aku wat akibta terlalu laju menaip oke)

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

IDOP XPENAH TLEPAS NGN TENSEN TAHAP CIPAN TERCEKIK GAJUS.


Salam. Arini SGT tensen sbb hari ni byk diisi ngn sesuatu yg bosan yakni STUDY. utk pengetahuan korang, da selame 11 tahun aku nie mengadap buku. x bosan ke ha?? sgt tensen ok! NAK MUNTAH HIJAU!

TENSEN TENSEN TENSEN!!!

AKU TANAK JADI NERRRDDDD!!!





Monday, February 8, 2010

wooohooo!!! kawen!


semakin ramai plak kawan aku yg kawen. macam bestt je kawen nie kan? tunggu filani, rilek dulu... pikiaq masak2 dulu. byk tanggungjawab bai! org len tu biarla. dorang da organized da idop. ko tuh, basuh pinggan pon tggu smpi bkulat kat dlm sinki baru nak basuh jadah ape.

TUNGGU SAMPAI KO DA KEJE JADI DOKTER AND DUET PON DA BYK SMPI TATAU NAK WATPE, BARULA PIKIAQ KAWEN MAWEN NIE.

bunyik robot: EETT EETTTT **KAWEN, TEMPORARILY TERMINATED** ETT ETT..



sonok tgk dorg nie kawen tp apekan daye.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

1st TESTIMONI




hehehe.. arini xde mende nak di cakapkan. rase cam nak je postkan sesuatu buat tatapan pembaca di luar sane.
kat sini ade sorang member aku. Khairulanwar namenye. name pendek Keun. atau Sean K. waow. die ni asal2nye besar gak saiz badan. so aku recommended kat die supaya amek herbalife. dulu die pernah amek. tp sbb kurang supervision, berat badannye meningkat semula. so, aku pon trained die giler2 punye training. smpi die naik meluat tgk muke aku. xpe x kesah. asalkan ko sehat, Keun. FYI, aku ni seorang coach yg agak garang tau
. any mistakes, atau x ikot program/instructions yg aku bagi, mmg menempah kemarahan dan satu letupan besar akan blaku. hehhehehehe.. jgn takot. biar kena marah asalkan badan sihat. result pon mantap.

untuk diringkaskan citer, Keun nie telah menjalani program
Penurunan Berat Badan Herbalife selama sebulan di bawah jagaan aku. kalu korang amek Herbalife, secara automatiknye, aku akan menjadi coach korang tau. so jgn risau la ttg rutin korang tu. aku akan MAKE SURE yg korang berdisiplin. ngenge.. so, selepas sebulan, hanye dgn Healthy Breakfast je, dan makan pon agak main2, dia telah k
ehilangan seban
yak 6KG! byk gak r. aku pon x terlarat utk wat tu dlm sebulan.

CONGRATZ KEUN!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

SPECTACULAR 2010!!!!!

HEY GUYS! arini ari sabtu 23/1/2010. pada hari ini, akan berlangsungnye satu event yg boom bedeboom di Malaysia nie, di anjurkan oleh Herbalife, yakni SPECTACULAR 2010 (gaya cam MC kat HOM&STS)!!!

ape yg best sgt kat SPECTACULAR nie smpi sume org pon tlompat2 bile nak gi? haaaaa..... aku pon xtau la. aku g sesaje je. nak wat gempak la kononnye. x power r kalu supervisor Herbalife nie x gi kat event camtu. Jatuh standard sbg saorang supervisor k. yg aku tau kat event tu ade dinner yg makanannye best2 wooooo.... abesla aku.. naik 3 kilo balik r pasnie.. aritu da turun 5 kilo ngn Herbalife products nie. xpe2. aku byk lg products kat umah nie. nnt turun balik yea..

ok, sepertimana org len yg gi event2 camni, mereka sebenarnye nak cari ilmu baru ttg cane nak tingkatkan sales dorang. tp aku nak gi utk suke suki je. (hehehe). event ni berlangsung selama 2 hari. setiap tahun ade. event nie kirenye event yg paling grand kat Malaysia la (mmg Grand wa ckp sama lu).. kat situ nnt, ade satu costume party (kot) yg bertemakan ARABIAN NIGHT!!! walaweyhs! aku pkai jubah hitam ngn kain putih atas kepala. STYLE WEI!

kat situ gak nnt ade mcm2 jenis org yg bbeza pangkat n kekayaan. kirenye boleh r aku jumpe dorg utk sharing mering moment. nak tau gak cane dorg bleh jd kaye nie. xbleh jd kalu dorg kaye sekor2 tp aku miskin. xleh2! kene share bai. nnt ade talk yg best giler oleh speaker dari Spain! waow oreng puteyh buleh dateng malaysia untuk chakep2.. dgr je la...

mesti byk giler mende yg aku dpt nnt. Insyallah.. orang kate spectacular nie satu platform kpd sume org x kire yg masih fresh dlm Herbalife ke, yg da super senior ke, utk jadi lagi mantap. Spectacular yg lepas2, sepertimana yg aku dgr, rmai supervisor dilahirkan from those events.

NAK GAK!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

PENANGAN HOM & STS SEWAKTU MASA DULU PART 2.

Ha, da sihat kembali jari jemariku yg cantik dan bersinar nie. aritu hampir tputus median nerve kat tgn akibat menaip selaju 120 words/min. GILO!

sambung balik. Alkisahnye, aku telahpon meminjam wang yg byk semata2 utk menjadi Supervisor nie. walopon segelintir makhluk bumi ni rasekan bahawa itu satu pembaziran, namun bagi aku inilah yg kita pggl pengorbanan. semakin byk aku berhutang, semakin aku rase perlu membayar hutang ngn cepat.
dgn itu, secara tidak sengaja membayar hutang, aku telahpon mdapat byk customers. WALAWEYH! ini la yg dikatekan oleh Dean Kulliyyah aku sbg: Blessings in disguise. dgn nie gak aku bjaye memperoleh sejumlah wang yg xpenah aku pegang dlm hidop aku, yakni RM2500 dlm seminggu sahaja, hanya dgn meruncit.

WEI BAI, SAPE NAK BAGI DUET TU FREE2 JE KN?
alhamdulillah wang tu dpt aku wat byr hutang, same ade yg tertunggak atau semasa. tp ade lg hutang yg perlu aku selesaikan lg. tapi aku percaya yg aku berada di landasan yg betol.

ISLAM IS MY WAY OF LIFE, HERBALIFE IS A LIFE TO STRIVE


Thursday, January 14, 2010

PENANGAN HOM & STS SEWAKTU MASA DULU.

salam kengkawan. agak lama gak x update blog nie. al-maklumla... sebok (yeke?? cair taik telinge dgr).

pas bace blog mell (amalina allen peter), yakni sorang "HERBALIFE GURU" kat UIA nie, aku terasa gatal plak jari jemari nak menaip.

Alhamdulillah, baru2 nie aku baru je qualified jadik Supervisor dlm Herbalife. that means yg aku akan dpt byk profit (ngehehe.. tamak2...)!! mungkin rmai kat luar sane membuat spekulasi palsu mengatakan bahawa "ala, patot la. ko pndai cakap..". BILER AKU DGR CAMTU, NAK JE AKU JERIT "PALE HOTAK KO LA!" KAT CUPING TELINGA DIE.

Banyak sebenarnye yg blaku sepanjang aku menjalankan bisnes aku sebagai Herbalife's Distributor nie. bukan senang bai.

Ni yg wat aku rase nak citer penglaman aku nie. kalu tanak bace, korang bleh tekan butang "alt + F4". kalu nak bace, stick je ngn story mori aku nie.

Sebelom aku join Herbalife nie, aku merupakan antara individu yg paling kuat mengutuk member aku sorang nie tgh dlm Herbalife's weight loss program, abdul rahman mokhtar (Roy). satu ari tu, time study week kat matrik uia, sume cafe tutop. so, aku agak kebulor dan agak buntu mencari penyelesaian. kebetulan waktu tu aku dok dlm bilik si Roy nie. die dgn slumberland memberi aku minum Herbalife's shake. eh, kenyang dol!! bbuuuurrrrrp... alhamdulillah.. di situla permulaan berkembangnye kepercayaan aku thadap Herbalife nie. jadi aku decide utk sign up for this very business.

dan orang yg memberi aku minum herbalife nielah yg menjadi upline aku smpi skrg. THANX ROY!

die pakse aku gi satu event yg bname HOM (Herbalife's Opportunity Meeting) dan STS (xigt ape name pnjang die). dlm event tu, aku pelik tgk org terlompat2 mcm monyet. (Mell, sori. ini lahir ikhlas dari hati aku. hahaha!!!) patotla terlompat2... dapat byk duet.. rm23000 la, rm50000 la, rm byk3 la.. xheran pon. bukannye duet tu bwk smpi ke kubor pon. itu first perception aku. pas kuar event tu, aku agak blurred dgn ape yg patot aku lakukan. so, ape lagi, next HOM & STS aku g lagi, ngn slipar jepon and t-shirt pasar (tapi sluar jeans Dolce&Gabbana OKAY!). OOOOO ini rupenye Herbalife.

ABOUT HELPING PEOPLE (sounds fake on me), ABOUT CREATING HEALTHY WORLD.

nak dipendekkan cite, aku ngn member2 herbalife yakni kayna, roy and napi pon g la try wat sales.

hari pertama aku bekerja telah menampakkan detik2 cubaan dan dugaan dari Allah s.w.t.. aku di syaki menghidap demam denggi yang kuat. namun, tetap gak aku gagahkan diri menjual produk. alhamdulillah. dapt la 2 org customers. ok la kot..
kemudian, aku dihujani pelbagai lagi cubaan. paling getir ialah rejections yg aku terima drpd org. rmai org salah anggap ngn Herbalife nie. ade yg siap marah aku lg smpi melarang wat mende2 cani. aku tetap sabar. tapi mmg ttekan. aku bykkan bdoa kat Allah moga dipermudahkan segalanya. Alhamdulillah dpt aku lalui sume tu. biasela keje2 cani. rejections tu merupakan lumrah. "no pain no gain" & "1 person rejects you, 10 people will come to you". THNX MELL 4 d INSPIRATION!

adakalanya, aku dibebani ngn masalah kewangan. xde duet lgsung bai! ape yg aku wat ialah aku ringankan jari dan mulot aku utk promote produk kat org. MELL kate lg: no money no problem. no solution big problem. HHAHAHA!!! smpi skrg terngiang2.

bulan Julai 2009 merupakan tarikh kemasukan aku ke UIA Kuantan dlm bidang Dentistry. Alahmdulillah dpt SCHOLARSHIP JPA!! tp lambat giler!! dlm menunggu kemasukan biasiswa aku telah terlupa akan customers aku. oleh itu, rmai yg telah hilang. xnak jadi customer aku lg. giler sdey! aku sgt lalai. so, aku pon gi lagi HOM & STS utk suntik semangat.

x aku sangka bahawa HOM & STS tu telah mengubah pendirian aku dan Roy. kami mula serius dlm bisnes dan mula berbincang tentang kelyakan utk jd supervisor. kami jadi lebih organized. lebih sistematik dlm mbuat perancangan. 1st scholarship masuk. rm4000. masih belom cukop utk melayakkan diri. xpe aku besabar. 2nd scholarship masuk! yeay! ape lagi, aku pon pinjam duit sane sini utk cukupkan amaun utk jd supervisor!

Adoi paanjang sgt la... nnt aku sambong balik. nak putus urat jari aku menaip byk sgt.

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